Disconnection, Merkaba Activation & Spiritual Marriage

"Only in the absence of light do we learn to become the light"

Alan Watts

In our most recent retreat, one of the women in our group, I will call her 'Mary', shared that she was feeling 'disconnected' from Spirit and her intention was to reconnect. I could not immediately remember a time that I felt disconnected since I have stayed committed to my daily spiritual healing practice. However, during my meditation after the retreat, I realized that I do feel 'disconnection' when I experience 'lack'. Anytime I do not have 'enough' resources to get something done in the moment I feel 'disconnection'. Depending on how big the perceived ‘lack’ is - my feeling of 'disconnection' follows suit.

By the second day of the retreat, Mary stated that she no longer felt disconnected. She stated that her new intention was to embody the light of Spirit. It had only been 24 hours, but just being present practicing in meditation with the light of Spirit was enough to ‘reconnect’ and to feel ready to be completely immersed in and embodied by Spirit. This experience helped me to clearly see that in order for us to KNOW we are ‘connected to’ and ‘supported by’ Spirit - we have to feel what it’s like to be 'disconnected' and 'not supported'. That moment of feeling ‘disconnection’ may be a feeling of disconnection from health, disconnection from support or disconnection from resources. When we wholeheartedly turn to the light of Spirit with all of our attention - the healing, connection, support and resources come flooding in.

This requires sustained focus on the light in our inner conversation. Because we were in a retreat - we were moving through a process to maintain sustained attention to Spirit over 48 hours. We were practicing healing tools to change our daily inner conversation to support the work we do with Spirit. So in this sacred healing container of the retreat, we all witnessed this transformation.

What I have learned over the past year is that whenever I feel ‘lack’ or I am in need of anything - that is the moment to give all of my attention to Spirit. On the days when I feel ‘lack’ I challenge myself to nestle closer to and rely upon Spirit.

When I focus on opening to receive what I need and repeat words and visualization of receiving in my imagination until it feels like reality - I consciously create an open portal for resources to flow to me. For me, it works every time because I give every moment of my day to it. This is exactly how we heal - we open to receive healing - this opening is energetic but it begins in our minds. We do not 'heal' another person - we teach them to open their mind and body to receive healing themselves.

This focused activity of imagination that is consciously directed creates mental transformation. Today, my belief that Spirit is supporting me with all the material resources I need to complete my life's work is rock solid. This rock solid belief is the direct result of the daily repetition in my healing work.

By repeating patterns of thought within your brain you create pathways that are primed for what you need to come to you. This is true not only for material resources, but also for health, for love and for peace within your home.

Merkaba Activation & Spiritual Marriage

Think of your brain as containing an infinite number of ‘states of consciousness’ from which you can choose to operate. Think of the ‘states of consciousness’ as rooms in the house of Spirit. Think of your mind as having the freedom to choose to live and move into any one of Spirit's rooms. Each room contains infinite blessings and experiences that are activated as soon as you enter and place your attention there. 

Saint Teresa of Ávila teaches us that we all dwell within an Interior Castle. As we get closer to living in total unity with God - what she calls the 7th mansion - the distractions, doubt, fear and ‘work of the devil’ is the most active.

In the 7th mansion, Saint Teresa of Ávila describes your soul entering into a spiritual marriage, the closest possible union with God on Earth. In this place your soul experiences mystical connection, a profound, inseparable oneness with God, leading to deep joy and inner strength. 

In the 7th mansion, God's presence becomes constant, replacing the need for intense spiritual activations or ecstatic out of body experiences. Your soul experiences a deep desire to serve God, this manifests as a great detachment and unconditional love for others. Your soul is steady, centered on virtue, and filled with the fruits of the Spirit, embodying divine love in action. 

The 7th mansion is the innermost room where the heart of the Kingdom lives. In the 7th mansion your soul dwells with Spirit in intimate communion, a state of deep spiritual intimacy and understanding. 

The journey into the 7th mansion is one that we embark on as we complete the DNA Activation & Attunement process and fully activate our Merkaba Vehicle of Light. The activation of your Merkaba lightbody has origins in ancient Christian mysticism; it is the fuel that takes you into the 7th mansion. You travel in this vehicle daily to enter the 7th mansion and live life on Earth from that place. This is where we start our work as healers!

What I have found is that even after entering the 7th mansion it's still necessary to maintain vigilance over your mind. I still have moments of feeling ‘lack’. However, because I choose daily to enter the 7th mansion and focus my attention wholeheartedly on the light, I know that I can surrender that feeling of 'lack' and trust Spirit completely in supporting me. When I live from that state in every moment of my day - giving my 'lack' to Spirit and focusing ALL of my attention on receiving - the resources I need always arrive. 

Mary learned that this feeling of disconnection was deeply rooted in her ancestral line. She learned that by consciously choosing to work with the light she was creating a new future that not only healed herself, but a future that healed her ancestors. Mary's journey was deeply meaningful for me because it helped me to see how we are all connected in the ways we feel 'disconnected'.

Feelings of 'disconnection' and 'lack' are learned responses from our past. They are feelings that were often practiced over and over again by the people who raised us. 

Every time we choose to surrender to the light and travel into the 7th Mansion in our Merkaba Vehicle of Light, we are healing - not only our own minds - but the lineage of our ancestors. We are ‘breaking the chain’ by creating new pathways within our minds that are in very tangible ways reverberating out into our world. 

This work is not only healing us personally, it is helping us to create and sustain a healing business. It is allowing us to serve others in alignment with our soul's mission on Earth

We are being supported right now!

I am with you in Spirit!

Aimee Rebekah Shea, CHT